y is it so hard 4 me 2 understand,
this feelings,the more i want 2 wash away these memories..
the more stronger i feel about missing u,
4 the 1st time in my life,at that time,being there 4 u,
it almost feels like my grief,my sorrow is gone..
im just takin baby steps to reach down inside me
to understand what im feelin right now about u,
about us,about everything..i need some time..
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]